hmm...now that im "free-er", i guess i would be able to find more time to update my blog right?
reason being: i just ended my diploma course in preschool education-teaching...weee
my graduation would be held somewhere in january next year if im not wrong...
so here is the latest on what as been going on in my life so far...well...
so far... i have made up my mind to take the (BECh) Bachelor of early childhood in RTRC which will be commencing in June next year...
which means i have a few months to relax and lay back before i start having a frantic schedule with work n school again...and to be able to focus completely on my work for now...
i'd have to admit, my class children have been slightly neglected since i started getting the piling assignments from school! oh well, i have decided to make it up to them by buying the balloons they wanted so badly...hee
oh and yah i met someone who is really nice and sweet to me...
and still is...
end of details on that...it's private!

wish me luck in my degree yah...though still a few months away...
but i'd still need all the luck i can get, cause not only will i be the youngest but also the least experinced one there...
smiles...

5:08 PMY

i wish i may i wish i might, get the wish i wish tonight...

one of my wishes,
on my 18th birthday,
was to find for that someone;
who'd make my heart jump!

he'd be that someone,
who'd still love me,
even when i looked all ugly,
or acted horribly.

and'd still love me,
when i'm totally moody,
zonked out sleepy,
or piggishly drooly.

not only loving me,
when i looked pretty,
sounded sexy,
or acted naughty.

loving me for who i am,
not for how i looked,
or just a mere something,
to satisfy his ulterior motive...

the end

okok i'm writng rubbish...dont read any of it...
hee...im soo tired...
gtg...nity...weeeezz

12:44 AMY

Weee...i have completed all my Course assignments and exams!
dont i just love this feeling of sheer relief...
hmm... i was really tired last night as i struggled to finish the rest of my assignments the moment i reached home from work...i slept at 1 and woke up at 6.30 this morning...
sigh...as usual i was yawning my way through work...
today though sleepy, it was great, the nursery one children under me for the concert dance item improved tremondously since the last time i had practived with them...
all thanks to having to teach them 2 by 2...i had to dance nearly 10 times in a day...
the song they are dancing to is stuck in my head..."hot Stuff" by donna summers...70's hits
talking about gym...i really feel like i have signed up for a regular work out programme since concert practices started...
i cant wait for the concert...its on the 28th of this month...weee
haha ok ok im just really hyper due to this uplifting of the big burden that has been on me during the entire diploma course...
Today they had a new dish on the lunch menu at work...the children seemed to love it, and gobbled everything up...
oh yah, and i was given 2 assignments by my modaling agency today...
i accepted one but had to reject the other due to working commitments...
oh well...im going down for the audition tml...On My Birthday!
haha its just a few more hours to it and im counting down...
i gtg prepeare to go for my course now...
will be home really late...im not too sure where my friends have planned to go partying at tonight...
hee
tataz...
i cant stop *smiling*

4:43 PMY

i was soooo touched by what an uncle from my church did for me...
he actually had his maid make a banana cake as an advance birthday celebration for me...
it was soooo good, that at the first mouthful, i was just letting every morsel of it melt in my mouth slowly...mMmM...
and as everyone sang happy birthday to me...i was just sitting there giving a spastic grin...oh well, i din knw whether to sing along or cry or smile...haha so i played dumb...really dumb
lunch at his house was great too...there was tofu, duck, beef curry, veggies with rice, not forgetting 3 diff types of fruits,
of which one of them was honey pineapple...sadly i cut my lip on it...slight bleeeding n all
after lunch my cousines and i headed to my uncle's place to peek at the baby girl again,
my my my she is just gorgeous...i can just sit there n look at her for the rest of the day...
sigh...how will my future daughter look? i wonder...
okok before i start day dreaming again... i want to thank everyone who has sent me birthday wishes in advance and presents...
every small thing done for me is always big in my eyes...
smiles...
nighties:D

9:05 PMY

i have been feeling so sick since today morning the moment i got up,
argh!!! had to go to work at 7am this morning, which included wiping of the children's mattresses at the childcare, i got so dizzy a K2 boy offered to help me complete wiping the rest...i was so touched, ain't he sweet...
my head felt so heavy and i kept having an urge to vomit...
stomach flu i guess as i din have much appetite for food, which i always do...
what's more, it was that time of the month,
what could be worse!
(bad headache) *rubbing my temples*
my aunt gave birth to her baby -bernardette yest night!
she is so adorable, fair and has dimples on both sides of her cheek!
i'm in pain again! argh...ok i know labor pains are much worse then cramps but i have a feeling i can die from this...
gotto go find painkillers...
tata

11:46 PMY

i have been asked by numerous friends to update my block, so here it is...
Oh yah...remember i mentioned in my previous post that a guy made me feel complete...oh well he did but only for 2 weeks, after that i was feeling miserable and EMPTY! i dont know what the hell was wrong with me, but after thinking, now i know, i'm too single-minded...is that a bad thing?
i just feel that a relationship ties me down and i'm stuck in a life long routine...
ok maybe i'm exaggerating, but to me, if i were to ever go into another relationship, i'd have to be completely, totally, madly, crazily in love with that person, if not i'd not be happy.
talking about infactuation, now i know whats it all about...my defination of it-infactuation: liking that person alot for that moment in time, then its OVER! seriously, infactuation can never hold a couple together for long.
i find it really wasteful and meaningless to be with someone i do not love or have feelings for, and yet again i hate to hurt the feelings of the person...i'm always caught in the middle of this whole relationship thing over and over again...
And i am trying not to ever be in a situation like tat again...
ok! enough of the depressing stuff...
other then all that, life has been Great! i knew singlehood was the best...and then again except when you need to be loved once in awhile...
but thats not a problem to me, thats just the reason y i look forward to my job everyday, imagine, 19 children showering you with love...wet kisses and hugs...
these 4 yr olds just adore you like you mean the world to them, imagine...innocent, sincere and lovable...
Last Wednesday was my mum's birthday, i bought her a rich choc, kit-kat based cake...yum
and on Sat i went on a big time shopping spree in bugis and Orchard...
my tiny toes are still aching...
oh well i better end this off...i still have assignments to complete...
they are due end of this week, then im FREE!
alright then,
before i start yakking on...
a small secret to share...
my birthday is next wed...hee i cant wait!
tata...muackx

5:55 PMY

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