lyrics that i can relate to:
(not the exact lyrics-changed it a little i think)
have you ever been in love been in love so bad,
you'll do anything to make him understand,
have you ever found the one that'd steal your heart away,
you'll give anything to make him understand,
have you ever needed someone so bad it makes you cry?
have you ever needed someone so bad you cant sleep at night?
have you ever tried to find the words but they dont come out right?
have you ever?
i have.
i'm babysitting dave right now...but as he's sound asleep i stole aside a little time to blog...
the week has been hectic for me...im glad it's over...sort of...
i watched "Because i said so..."and it got me thinking...
i wanna bring my mum go see it! but on second thoughts she might double up on the control treatment...burrr
right now at least she is still tolerable...and i know i'll keep loving her no matter what...
every relationship has it's ups and downs...well after bein through a
down i guess it made me know and understand the one i love better, changing my erroneous ways, also learning a lesson called trust and always putting myself in another's shoes first...
though those points i listed sure sound good...i sure hate down moments...esp with someone whom i love dearly...
it was after that day i realised i cant bear to lose him...
i have got to get a grip on myself...
though i love happy endings, nothing lasts forever and it's not always happily ever after for all of us...
nothing is impossible i know, but it's a long road that both sides have to be willing to take...
i am...are u?
Emotions
Eyes that go teary,
Bodily numbness,
Stuffy nose and a heavy head;
Hands cold and limp,
Lifeless smile,
Weary limbs that ache;
The only thing working,
With a million things rushing through,
Lies under the skull;
No one will understand,
Not one will try,
To comfort the misery inside;
Droplets of tears fall like dew,
A churning sensation burns the heart,
It hurts.
It hurts like no other,
Even a cut can’t subdue,
I’m all at a loss;
Weak and helpless,
Such a fool,
Am I of my emotions?
written by: me on this gloomy night
i'm suffering from stomach cramps as it's that time of the month.
and i feel this ^ way right now...
nights everyone...
